Here's a surprise: I don't know what the heck I'm doing. Can you believe it? ~N

i can't handle all of this crap. or, in poetic form, I can't handle all of this crap ~N

a home. a place. a state of being. a feeling. Something which is stable. a bedrock. a foundation from which to spring. a love supreme. a place in which there is therefore no condemnation. a freedom. that which proclaim…