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Well. This is the third time this has happened in less than 2 years time. Apparently, I just don't possess what is necessary to be a good friend. Do I just inspire a certain level of depth in friendship that is eas…
was

one thing I've learned is your past makes your present but doesn't determine your future what was true is true for the time period of was but isn't true for the time period of will be and is boats (and rafts,…
a final act of kindness

And so it seems, here am I. Living a life that I already regret as I live it. What sense of hope or satisfaction could be derived from a life story like that? A long, sordid train of melancholy whimsy, of existent…
Stargirl

I should be working, or sleeping right now. And I want to be doing one of those things. But, for whatever reason, I'm typing this madness, that I wrote long ago and that G wanted to read 10 million years ago. It's REALLY…
"This looks strangely familiar...

...that's because we've been here before. We're going around in circles!" This stuff probably only makes sense to me, which then shows how illogical this whole me-having-Xanga thing is. Anyways. More verbose drivel. A…
worth

I was supposed to (and wanted to) written quite a few things over the past week. Actually, I have had a seemingly endless stream of thoughts clamoring to embed themselves on modern parchment. However, not much of this wi…
them

[This is the junk that Razzle wanted posted. I call it verbose drivel.] (2:19am, today) “You complete me.” “I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than e…
August 9, 2007 Why? Let it go... ooh we gotta let it go.. and I thought I did. No. I did. BUT, a Samaritan. BUT, she had to rehash randomness, BUT, a-shat-ta-ba.... but GOD!!!!!!!!!!! "David, do you think I w…
I have a lot to say, but no words in which to say them. So, here are thoughts from when I was halfway coherent, ohsolong ago: July 28, 2007 But what is a man's life... it is but a vapor... It's not the time, not …
I guess I should be happy, then. Let's recap, shall we kids? 1) God has blessed me so that I can actually know what He wants from me. 2) I am at one of the top universities in the top nation of the world. 3) I am not …